Baring My Soul

The past few weeks have been tough for both romel and I.  It was the roughest and toughest hurdle that we had to undergo so far.  I almost thought I would give up.  I almost did and nobody will know about it except for the two of us.  I have posts  that are left as drafts because I could not post them. When we were in the company of others, we talked to each other but when we were by ourselves, I refused to talk to him. As in! The only way by which you will notice that I have a problem is my weight loss.I think I have lost a lot of weight but I haven't really checked the weighing scale lately. Baka feeling ko lang I lost weight. Haha! 

We are not over it yet., We are dealing with it. The problem is still there. Our problem is not as gross (and as doomed) as Pacman's but it is a problem nevertheless. I will never tell.  But the great thing about the problems that we have is the fact that we can always find a solution for it because we are both willing to work on our relationship.  I just love how my husband is more sensitive to me now than ever and I am more caring of him in return. We love each other more now more than ever. We are more sweet towards each other ( much to my daughter's disgust). Hehehe.

Marriage is a lot of hard work. Sometimes even if you work hard at it, it is never enough.  Thus, you need a whole lot of love and patience and most especially respect for the person whom you married. When married people tell you to put God in the center of your relationship for it to work, they were not kidding. When it is not enough, He will fill the gap.  My faith was the only thing that kept going throughout this ordeal. I became more active in church and in the end it was the one thing that convinced me to forgive. How can I not?